trials and tribulations

Well, I just want to say that I was working out a lot....several weeks ago...........why does this always happen?! Why is it sooo easy to fall of the wagon, but so freaking hard to get back on?? It's like when you are tubing at the lake and you are like " well, I don't know if I really want to get on because it's gonna suck when I get thrown off and then I'm gonna be stranded in this dirty water until someone turns the boat around to come get me. Then, I will have to try to get back on the tube or on the boat with everyone watching and laughing at me as I fall back down in the water several times and get nasty lake water in my mouth. Then I'm just gonna be pissed and wish I would have stayed home and watched my Tivoed episodes of Ellen."
So, with that said, I don't know why it's like that. It's working out for pete's sake! It should be easy and fun since we all are supposed to do for the rest of our lives to be healthy! Yet, it isn't that easy.
Let me just show you my senario::
I worked out for 4 weeks straight...
Then I got sick with a sinus/upper respiratiory infection for a week and didnt go that week
Then I went all the next week...
Then I went Monday the next week cause tues-thurs I was out of town
Then I was gone that weekend and all that next week on my vacation..
When I got back, my membership to gym had expired and I didn't feel like going to renew it because I wanted to try to get a corporate membership so I didnt have to pay so much for it, but I wasn't sure how to get one through my Aunt's hardware store so I waited until I could talk to her and I just didn't want to do anyhting since the last two weeks were really busy....
So, then it was 4th of july and I think I worked out once with my cousin and once with a friend when I finally got my stupid membership renewed.
And now we are here at this week and I went yesterday to Power Hour for the first time in like, 3 weeks, so it freaking kicked my butt last night and I didn't want to go workout today because I was soo tired and I needed to clean this disgusting house.....so anyway... what was my point.........
oh yeah, why is it so easy to just not go?? whatever, maybe I'll do better the rest of the week, but I'm not making any promises or I'll just get pissed when I don't go.
I'm so looking forward to Schlitterbahn at the end of the month though!! That is my motivation right now, so hopefully it will keep me going for the next few weeks!! and then I can reward myself with a Coach purse from the San Marcos outlet!
Peace out!